Hmm..

I never thought I’d hear myself saying this but I don’t want to work anymore.  I’m tired of working.  I don’t know how people pull through the same job for years on end.   I on the other hand have been fortunate enough to keep switching projects on a six monthly basis and yet I’m thoroughly disenchanted with the prospect of working to sustain myself.  The trouble is I’m also unhappy when I’m mooching off siblings.  Ijust don’t see why one can’t just get money without doing anything.  After all Allah miyan has promised everyone their share of food, if only He could have added clothing and shelter to it as well.  The other issue is He did promise food but He didn’t mention anything about the kind of food.  So in essence if grams and bread suffices one for the rest of one’s life, great! but if in case one craves Dominoes one fine day, no dice.  Life is complicated.  Besides with all of these travails, if perchance one is not doing Allah’s due, then too there’s no promise of any of this mess letting up in the Afterlife.  I think Allah miyan expects way too much of His people.